Silence. Only the hum of the fridge and the sound of coffee filling my cup. 

9:32 Wednesday morning. My little bugs are off to Early Start with Lindsay! It’s a funny kind of absense with out Jack and Fiona here. Billy’s crying, she wants me to take her for a walk and is concerned about the babies leaving without us. 

I wonder how Jack and Fiona are feeling right now? Jack’s probably playing with the wooden train set, Fiona is probably listening and learning, maybe getting extra lessons from Linda or Lindsay in sign language and speech. I just got a text from Lindsay that says (jack and fiona are) Happy as Heck! There you have it! A slight cry wants to emerge from inside me, I’m proud, I’ve done a good job! My Kids are doing alright. They are happy. And that’s good. 

I feel like just sitting here in the quiet aloneness until they return, but I want to paint!!