I am so sad. My neighbors homes, a special place I go for solitude, a place i fantasize about disappearing in among the tall trees burns. When humans die we will leave burnt toxic land. We live on earth with no regard for what was here before, the animals, the plants, the air, the oceans. We’ve destroyed everything.

I know some of my depression is just chemical, It’s been six months since I’ve taken my last anti-depressant. I can tell you I am officially exactly who I was before I started taking my anti-depressants.

The same person I’ve been my whole adult life. I know I’m not the only one sad about things.

I know its normal. But other people are better at not letting it affect them or they just take pills.