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  • The joys of a Pandemic

    September 5th, 2020

    It feels like there are so many major problems right now, the coronavirus everywhere. I’ve come to accept I most likely will become infected sooner or later no matter how isolated I remain and how carefully masked and hand washed I continue to be. Our lives in survival mode on a Zoom check in schedule that stretches from AM to PM daily. I’ve turned off the news I’ve ceased to look up information on the coronavirus. When I watch TV I binge watch a show on Netflix called “locked Up”. I am busy homeschooling, imagine how many of us are?

    Fresh caution tape wraps the park. Maybe its for the best to deter our restless hearts and limit our risk to the virus that much more. We are locked up in a prison. The blinds are all down, I’ve rolled yoga mats under doors where I see the light from outside. There is an excessive heat wave and another flex alert. There’s a sky full of smoke that comes in and out of the valley.

    We stay indoors away from the heat, the virus, the smoke, insulated and safe in our own prisons.

    “Anger is powerless, be courageous instead” was the mantra of my morning meditation. Anger is powerless. We will be courageous and survive this time. We will come out stronger and know what it means to be courageous.

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  • Acorns are Falling

    August 30th, 2020
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    The wind blew, sun light shown through the huge Oak. I thought to myself, Halloween will come even with the virus. We touched playground things, the kids climbed and swung. Ours was a group of 7. Earlier, We had lunch together at my house, outside on the deck and a play date. Now we were at the park. Caution tape still blew in the wind.

    After everyone had left the park except me and the kids I was inspired by light and leaves and the metal of the play set. I took pictures and the kids went crazy running and swinging and jumping. I worried about the virus. I told the kids right when we get home wash your hands, I didn’t make the kids wear masks, even though all the other kids outside our group who visited the park that day did have masks, at least around their necks. I guess I need to bring kids masks. It’s hard with Fiona. She can’t understand me or her friends with masks.

    I didn’t and don’t worry about myself anymore. I know I could die if I got the virus. And I would never want me or the kids to pass it along. I do feel it’s almost impossible to guarantee not getting it. Which is a nice feeling because it frees me of extra daily anxiety and fear by just accepting the morbid thought. but adds more risk because I am taking more risks. Maybe it’s worth the risk, Me and the kids feel much better having the social contact.

    Still when I stood at the park right before we left and the caution tape blew in the wind I wondered did we all put each other at risk of spreading the virus? But I also felt we all needed this, everyone that visited the park yesterday. My friend calls it a calculated risk.

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  • And School Begins

    August 27th, 2020

    Quiet fills my home as the children work on their homework. Doing a better job than I imagined they would. It’s early, the first class log in, which I found out yesterday there are currently 5 log in times and after September 14th there will be more added for small group work.

    It’s quite a lot for a six year old. Jack needs constant supervision and reminders to stay on task. He can’t stop moving around. My babysitter was here today. We worked together until my therapy appointment. Which I decided to do in my studio. After my appointment I started paining. I painted all afternoon in between several interruptions from Jack.

    I locked as many doors between him and I. But he managed to get into my studio. I let him paint with me for awhile. How could I turn him away? But after, awhile after I told him to go back upstairs, the babysitter called and said Jack was on the roof, and he wouldn’t come down. I think he has ADHD and Defiant Personality Disorder. And he’s damn smart. I still worry he could become a master criminal. But at the same time he’s so sweet and caring. He loves animals and his sister. He is attached to me at the hip and I can tell how much he loves me. He’s not a sociopath. There have been times when he’s been destructive and it scared me. or when he’s raging and I’m paralyzed. Who knows, I’m not a psychiatrist. I do need to call the behaviorist again and get some advice. I hope my babysitter doesn’t quit!

    I do feel amazing having been able to work in my studio today! I am proud of myself and am confident I can keep this going.

    She emerges then disappears then emerges again

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